Day 1

This is my first blog and I made this so I can tell my feeling here about this girl I like but would never like me back. Why? Cos she's my niece. BUUTTTTT we're not related. I mean, my mom married another guy so that's how she became niece .. She's my stepfather's grand daughter... This is really bugging me... I can't tell anyone coz that is really weird.. so you'll keep my secret right? Okay so... My blog title... It's a japanese phrase in english "I can't but I love you" or something like that i forgot LOL.. Okay first I'll introduce myself.. But I'm not telling my name incase someone will read this HAHA I have to keep this a SECRET hihi.. But you can maybe call me uhhh I can't think of anything >< but I'm not saying my name it's confidential! Hahaha but you still trust me right? Hihihi and i'm 16 .. and will be soon 17 LOL .. I'm from an Asian country (sorry I'm not saying it coz I really need it to be confidential. Hope you understand D: and been in America for 4 months.. Uhm.. I think that's all I can say xD


Hmmm.. I don't really remember when I started liking her.. I think it's just 2weeks.. and WHY i liked her.. I mean she IS pretty but she's not that tall and she looks kinda fat because of her being short and her kinda big front LOL but she's really nice :) and GORGEOUS eyes.. seriously she gets that a lot. Haha. 

Okay I'll tell you about us.. At first we're not really close like we don't talk to each other much.. I dunno maybe she's shy haha but I'm shy too DX then just like this month we kinda became close hihihihi *blush* haha and actually we are LIVING under one roof :P nice, eh? HAHA

Today September 25th we went bowling.. With our family ofcourse LOL there 6 of us and we split in 2 groups.. And I'm on the dsame group as her.. Yey!!! haha we had 2 rounds and at first we lost :'( then the 2nd round we won! Thanks to me.. Hahaha! Then we got icecream after.. Going to the bowling alley took us an hour! Haha yeah we got lost x( and she fell asleep.. This is like the 3rd time I saw her sleeping :) First time I saw her sleeping was when we went to her grandma's house.. 2nd was when we were watching a movie haha she fell asleep coz she's really tired and this was 3rd.. actually I like it when she's sleeping in the car.. Why? Cos it feels like I'm sleeping with her :) It's really nice haha..

But I have 1 problem.. And it really bugs me :'( SHE IS CLOSE TO MY BROTHER. Sucks right? Sometimes I feel like hating my brother because of that which is not good. :(

I think i already wrote too long. Haha! I'll write to you again tomorrow :) and this will serve as Day 1 cos this is the first day i write to you LOL does that make sense? And I still have to do my fuckin' World History homework !! DAMMMNNNNNNNN IIIIIITTTTTTTT x( hahaha

so... BYE :) ADIOS! ANYEONG! PAALAM!